Sunday, March 15, 2015
6:45 PM
We spent the whole day at the beach. Carol, of course, glued to Murilo, and me... glued to both of them, like a third wheel. What else could I do, right? The worst part was the little couple making out right in front of me. And how was I? I just tried not to think about the night before, but it was impossible. That kiss wouldn't leave my head.
We got back home just before sunset. Murilo went to his guesthouse and Carol came with me. We took a nice shower to wash off the salt and sand, and then we threw ourselves on the bed still wrapped in towels, dead tired.
I looked at Carol next to me. Both of us almost naked, skin still damp, smell of soap mixed with body heat. Suddenly that wicked thought came. The image of the kiss we'd shared before came rushing back into my head, so strong that I almost felt her soft lips again, the sweet taste of her mouth, her shy tongue brushing against mine. Fuck, my heart raced, my stomach did that hot flip, and a strange energy pulled me towards her. It was similar to what I felt with Diego, that horniness that hits fast, but different at the same time. Softer, more curious, you know? I couldn't explain it right, I just felt like I wanted more.
I couldn't take it. Out of nowhere, clumsy, nervous as hell, I blurted out in the middle of an impulse:
— Carol… wanna kiss again?
She looked at me with that “what?” face, eyes wide, like processing if I was joking or serious. But she didn't say anything, just kept staring at me with a look I couldn't decipher.
I was dying of shame inside, but the horniness spoke louder. I took a deep breath, biting my lip, feeling my face burn all over. I insisted, half whiny, half bold:
— It's just that it was so good, right? Let's do it again…
Before she answered, I knelt on the bed and went for her. I stared into those irresistible hazel eyes, just as hypnotizing as her brother's. My God, what the hell was that? It felt like I was being pulled by a magnet.
Our bodies touched slowly. The heat of her skin against mine, still damp from the towel, shot through me like an electric shock. Our legs brushed, our bellies pressed against each other, and I felt her heart beating hard, almost in the same desperate rhythm as mine. My whole body tingled, my nipples hardening against the towel. And down there, holy shit, everything wet, that hot and treacherous moisture dripping slowly. I wanted more. I wanted to pull the towel and press skin to skin. But at the same time I was nervous as fuck.
And our second kiss started calmer, slow and affectionate. My lips met hers and, the instant our mouths fit together, I lost my breath. It was one shiver after another. A heat that started in my chest and went down, down… down until it throbbed right in the middle of my legs. It felt so good!
Our tongues intertwined, and it was amazing how they seemed to fit perfectly. As if our bodies already knew what to do, even without anyone teaching us. She had a sweet, wet taste, and the way her tongue played with mine made me melt all over. I moaned softly against her mouth, my hands timidly going up her back, feeling the warm, soft skin. Her towel slipped a bit on her shoulder and I almost freaked out wanting to pull it all off.
After a few minutes, she got restless. Suddenly she pushed me lightly, breathless, and whispered against my lips:
— Rafa… stop... Fuck, stop! We better stop…
I froze, but my body was still on fire. I looked at her, chest rising and falling, my pussy throbbing with horniness and my head already spinning a thousand things.
Maybe a little annoyed, not really understanding what happened to her, I lay down beside her, without saying anything. Just trying to control my breathing and understand what had just happened. Wow, it had been incredible! I just didn't want it to stop.
It had been so new. So unexpected. Neither she nor I had ever kissed a girl before. But that kiss stirred something in me that I couldn't explain. It wasn't just curiosity, it was something else... it was desire.
After that kiss, something lit up inside me, and it was impossible to ignore. I was all confused, not knowing what to think. But the truth is I started feeling a real attraction to Carol. Wanting to kiss again, to feel her body pressed against mine. And these sensations and desires kept intensifying with every kiss.
And, to make my head even more fucked up, I was in love with Diego. Forever. And now I was there, lying next to his sister, with my mouth still warm from the kiss we just shared… And feeling attracted to her too.
And then my head completely short-circuited.
How could I be in love with Diego and, at the same time, feeling such a crazy and unexpected attraction to his sister?
I was really confused. For real.