“It's now…”, I thought. I wanted so bad to feel him inside me. I thought about doing it without saying anything, without telling him I was a virgin. But if it hurt too much or if I bled, he’d know right away and I’d look like a total idiot.
Now what?
I got on top, my wet pussy right over the head of his cock. I grabbed his dick tight and started rubbing my lips on it, grinding my clit against the hot glans. I was dripping, the slick running down his shaft. He moaned low, hands on my thighs, begging me:
— Sit on it, Rafa… fuck, sit down already… I’m dying to fuck you…
I almost sat. Almost, but I froze again. My body locked up and I fell to the side, breathing hard.
— Fuck, I want it so bad… but I need to tell you something.
I paused, looking for the nerve. It came fast and I blurted it out:
— I’m a virgin.
His blue-green eyes went wide, clearly surprised. After all, I’d walked into his room acting all bold. He probably thought I was way too easy.
— For real, Lipe. I’m a virgin… but I’ll give you my ass, if you want.
His look changed instantly. Surprise and excitement mixed together.
— You got lube? — I asked.
While he went to grab it, I already got into position. I got on all fours on the bed, knees spread, ass up high, neck down and back arched. The cold night air hit my bare skin and I felt my asshole twitching on its own from nerves and horniness.
When he came back, he knelt behind me. I heard the cap click and a second later the cold lube ran straight down my ass. The contrast made me shiver all over. His fingers spread the gel slow, circling the tight hole, pressing lightly. Then one finger started pushing in, slow, twisting, working it open. I moaned low, feeling that sweet burn of the stretch and the chill of the lube mixing with the heat of my asshole.
— Just fingers first… play with me — I asked, all whiny.
He obeyed. Pushed the finger in to the knuckle, then pulled out and came back with two. The pressure got stronger. I felt every inch sliding in, my asshole opening up little by little, burning and throbbing with pleasure at the same time. I pushed back, grinding my ass against his hand, wanting more.
— Fuck, Rafinha… you love this, huh?
— God, Lipe… I fucking love it — I moaned, forehead pressed into the mattress. — Keep going… finger me… deeper.
He picked up the pace. His fingers pumped in and out harder, the lube making wet, filthy sounds. I rocked back without shame, my pussy dripping down my thighs, clit throbbing on its own. Every time he spread his fingers inside me, a shiver ran up my spine and I let out a louder moan.
— Now fuck me, Lipe… — I begged, almost out of breath. — Come on… shove that big cock in my ass. I wanna feel you stretching me open.
He pulled his fingers out. I felt the empty second, then the thick, hot head of his cock pressing against my lubed-up hole. He pushed. I forced myself to relax, breathing deep, while he eased in slow but steady. The burn hit hard at first, my ring stretching more than his fingers had opened it. I moaned loud, nails digging into the sheets.
— Yeah… start slow… — I whispered, voice shaking. — Keep going… fill me.
He sank in inch by inch. I felt his cock pushing in, hot and thick, spreading my ass without rushing. The mix of pain and pleasure had me dizzy. When the head finally popped in, a loud moan tore out of my throat. It hurt, but I pushed back, asking for more.
He grabbed my waist tight and kept pushing. Slow, deeper and deeper. I felt that thick cock opening me up, inch by inch. Every vein, every detail settling inside me. When I finally felt him all the way in, a rush of heat spread through me and I moaned even louder. My hand was already between my legs, rubbing my clit hard while he filled me completely.
— Go, Lipe… fuck me harder… harder!
He obeyed. His hands tightened on my waist and his thrusts got stronger, rhythmic, that thick cock slamming in and out of my ass with force. I was screaming, trying to take the mix of pain and pleasure shooting up my spine. My fingers didn’t stop on my clit. Every thrust made my body shake.
I couldn’t stay on all fours much longer and dropped to my stomach, ass still up, face buried in the pillow. He came down over me, chest pressed to my back, and kept pounding deep, no mercy. His weight pinned me to the mattress. I could only moan and rock a little, my pussy throbbing while he fucked my ass hard.
When he came, I felt all of it. Hot, thick ropes flooding my asshole, leaking out while he kept thrusting slow, emptying every drop inside me. The heat of his cum spread and I moaned loud, whole body shaking. He pulled out careful. Cum spilled right away down my thighs, hot and sticky, dripping onto the sheets.
We stayed there, panting, sweat sticking our skin together.
He lay down next to me and started talking, voice still thick with lust.
— Fuck, Rafinha… you suck dick so fucking good. I couldn’t believe it when you said you were a virgin. And that asshole… holy shit, I loved fucking it. You’re the youngest girl I’ve ever fucked.
God, I loved the compliment! I smiled sideways, still catching my breath, feeling the cum leak out slow.
But I knew I was just another one. So I asked, curious:
— How many girls from school have you brought here to this bed?
He shrugged, still a little out of breath.
— A few.
I pushed. He named some names. I already knew a bunch of them. His sister had told me he was always coming home with different girls.
Then he turned it back on me, looking sideways.
— What about you? You ever done this with anyone from school?
— No — I answered right away.
I went quiet for a second. Cum was still leaking between my thighs and suddenly the insecurity hit.
— Lipe… promise you won’t tell anyone about us…
He laughed low.
— Don’t worry, Rafa.
But I didn’t feel better. I kept looking at him.
— Seriously, please! You know how people gossip…
He stopped laughing. Made a swear gesture, hand still running over my back.
— I swear.
I forced a smile, but inside I still had that knot in my stomach.